Emotions and Music
I really feel like music helps me to process thoughts and emotions that seem too overwhelming on their own.
And lately there is a lot rolling around in this brain of mine…
I was looking around on Youtube. For something that would just click, that would help, and would calm the chaos.
Sometimes it feels like I’m looking for the next high.
To find a song that sends shivers down my spine, brings tears to my eyes, and makes me feel.
F**k that’s hard to find.
I can spend what feels like hours searching for that click. That feeling.
Many times I come up empty handed.
But today I found something amazing…
I feels like hope and sorrow. Beauty and pain. Love and loss.
There are moments where I think I hear someones breath, and I find myself catching my own breath in turn.
It gave me a space to embrace change, the joy and the sorrow that comes with.
I am lost in the haunting notes.
Saying good bye to the past, respecting the unknown of the future.